Anyway, last night KJ decided that his crib was made of fire and decorated with cactus fabric. When I put him in it he screamed like the devil. The power of Christ compels you to sleep! I at one point let him cry for a minute so I could cry in the kitchen. Sometimes you just gotta- it helps no one if you're stressed too. So I finally figured out if I bring my phone I can occupy my brain and I won't dwell on how physically exhausted I am. I calmed down and he relaxed and fell asleep. Crib returned to normal and all is well with the world.
Incidentally- this is my 4th baby. It doesn't matter if you're a new mom or an old one. Some babies hate sleep.
